Wow, wow is the word that describes the last month I have spent here. There has been a lot of death. I believe that we have lost 10-15. I really feel this place is getting to me. On Tuesday we got in only 2 casualties. One named Gonzo. The other a reporter from CBS. She looked the worse. Amazingly in less than a day she has started to get better. I will not go into detail do to opsec but she is one hell of a lady. In the coming days I will describe in detail what she and her beautiful family have done for me. I will maintain all privacy because this is to help me cope and no other reason. I will talk about meeting them, her friends, her parents and the experience that this month and week has been. Also I will not forget M.A.P. his story or the Soldier that gave his purple heart to a new friend. I have a lot to write and I hope you will read it and maybe believe in it. The best part I made many true friends.